Change

Addison took a nap in a toddler bed today for the very first time. We set up a toddler bed at my mom and dad's house this afternoon. We will be spending a lot of time there in the up coming weeks. My aunt and uncle are having some painting and carpeting redone and we don't want to be in the way. All is quiet at the Powells' which allows for napping and not feeling in the way. I promised Addison if she was big and took a good nap in the bed she could have some coke and a piece of bubble gum. To say she was excited at the prospect of soda and gum would be an understatement. As soon as she opened those eyes she said, "I took a good nap Mom , I want my coke and gum." She was mighty proud of herself too!

I always find myself cringing at the thought of trying new things or giving up things, I always stress when we go on trips, thinking Addi will misbehave. I was scared to death to take away her pap (binky) thinking she would melt into a big puddle without it. I dreaded potty training because it was going to be major work and take forever. I have been holding out on the big girl bed because she loves her crib and isn't trying to get out.

What has all that worrying gotten me? Nothing, because she has always been awesome during travel, asked for her pap one time after we got rid of it, caught on so fast to potty training and slept in her big girl bed like she has done it before. I always expect the worst and hope for the best.

It is so funny the things you learn about yourself by raising a child. I always thought I would be the big softy and would give in all the time to my children. I would have to say that I am definitely the disciplinarian in the family. All Addison has to do is bat those eyes at her Daddy and she can get anything she wants.

I need to learn to trust in myself and the decisions I make for Addison. You never think going into parenthood that you won't only be the teacher but, also the student. Addison has taught me so many things but, loving unconditionally and patience are by far the best lessons of all.

Despite the whirlwind of change that is blowing in our direction I know that we have God on our side. Whether we get our house or not what matters most is that home is where your family is. God has blessed us so greatly thus far, I can't wait to see what he has in store for us next.